The Pink UmbrellaWomen have been taught that, for us, the earth is flat, and that if we venture out, we will fall off the edge. ~Andrea DworkinThe Pink Umbrella
When I was a little girl, well I was never really very little, I was in double figures when I was born and always rather larger than my older sisters for most of my childhood. When I was a girl, although, to be honest, I was never much of a girl by definition, I was merely a spiritual being possessing a female body. It's best to start again when you have such uneasy footing, when I was a child, my mother gave me a gift, a pink umbrella. I always saw it as an object of endearment, a treas
ResuscitationThe floor is painted with the tear drops, and I'm going to flood the room if I don't stop.Resuscitation
feeling the skin of your own arms doesn't quite give the same effect, I thought with time, every little tie and every little strand of spirit of red
would fade into the night. Another glow, crimson,
melds with the blue below, and the pain is gone.
Resuscitation
The flow has stopped memories linger on, and are processed where help must be done.
Smelling salts, lavender, iodine,
Becketts ParkI must see it again, I must go back to my willow shaded sanctuary from row upon row, stack upon stackBecketts Park
of people, pulsing lights that track the eyes, buildings of monstrosities, and I mustn't see them again, I mustn't go back.
Back to the snug where the ducks quack, echoing off of hidden lilies and row upon row, stack upon stack
of shades of green: lime, shamrock green, olives, slipping off trees I must see again. I mustn't go back
to the city's relentless attack, it's lifeless people and trees of concrete, row upon row of it, stack
Born To LoseAfraid of the way it always ends Afraid to be hurt, to love again Afraid of the way I always feel Afraid that I'm wrong when I think it's real Afraid of the way I always look like a fool Afraid that there is no exception to this ruleBorn To Lose
Just make me love you- Take no answer but yes Just make me love you- Pull me out of this mess Don't let me leave you- Fight until it hurts Don't let me leave you- I'm not sure what I'm worth
It's not that I don't want to Just that I'm afraid Just so many mistakes- Mistakes that I've made I'm s
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Good to see you're posting again. New uni course eh? Enjoying it?
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[link] Gallery, yes? Thanks
Are you still enjoying your course? I forget what it is but I assume it is either photography or art based.
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Yeah I'm doing photography as a fine art. The course would be fine if it wasn't so badly run. We're all over the place with tutors quitting n no time table. I love all the crazy cameras we get to use tho.
I like being close to home too, makes it so much easier, 25 min drive n I'm back in lough. Looking forward to seeing chris n the bub of course. I haven't seen any of you lot for yonks. ^_^
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"I can resist everything but temptation"
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"Today, I realized that some of the most interesting and insightful people in my life are the ones who made me think, "What a weirdo…" when I first met them."
*pErplex-edNESS is my polar bear.
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Stealing other's work is like a hickey you give your self : it doesn't count.
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"I can resist everything but temptation"
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Stealing other's work is like a hickey you give your self : it doesn't count.
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